The meaning..

I search for meaning...but I find none
I scan the bottoms of the oceans....I scrounge all places under the sun....
But the meaning eludes me...what life means I still know not
It haunts my mind....its a painful thought...
But even after so much introspection....what life means I still know not

I know that I search for meaning...but what that is I know not
I got all that I wanted.....but what I needed...I never got
I had love, I had friends, I had family....but still the meaning of life I sought
One day I want to know it
One day I want to comprehend
One day I want to know the answer
One day I want my quest to end

But I know that though I know a lot
What life means I still know not...

Written when I was soooo lonely that I almost laughed to death [laughed at my misfortune that is].......for those interested, that "when" was today morning...